Monday, November 18, 2013

Reflections on Victoria- Email 10/7/13

First off congrats Mary on your baptism!!! You're awesome and Zarah sounds like a really solid convert. Also kind of bummed that you wont be getting me cool island presents now but its cool you're staying! 

WELL. haha this has been another awesome week. this cambio is flying by so fast. We just finished up with week 4 and we have another 2 weeks left int his cambio...which probably means i have another 2 weeks in victoria. Kind of crazy, right? Crazy to think that i got here in MAY, 5 months ago. haha so long, seriously. but its really a huge blessing. I am sure going to miss this branch and its not sure that I'm leaving yet but its like 90% sure which sucks because we are doing a great job of finding some new families right now. We have a couple people in the works for end of month baptisms and we are really trying hard to get them, but people just always have their agency. 

Conference was SO good. That was basically the highlight of my week. As i sat and watched that i realized that a year ago i had sat at my first one in arauco, still so scared (and listening to it in spanish, so dumb. i literally learned nothing) and just so afraid of what the time ahead of me was going to bring. But here i am a year later, been so blessed in my mission to have had some success, met some great people, been personally changed and molded by the lord, and seen a whole different side of what i want for my life. Its crazy, because when i started, all i wanted was to finish so i could get back to what i wanted to do. So i could be Brady again. But little by little, i learn that what i wanted to be is not merely a fraction of what the lord needs me to be. I am so grateful for the mission because it just slowly shows you all of your faults, weaknesses, sadnesses, and lets you get this glimpse of god{s love for you and for all of his children. The conference was kind of a dramatic experience for me because i had some serious questions that were all answered. but even the things that were answered was just like, "Keep up the good work, and don't forget that I've got something much better planned for you." haha it was awesome though. I loved loved loved one of the talks from saturday sessions. It was the 70 from south africa i believe, elder dabe, and i just loved it. What he talked about never looking back was so critical. Especially here in my mission, I've started to look back and think that "hey, I've done a lot. Thats cool!" and its so against what god needs for us. As i left this spiritual bubble of conference and went outside to see men passed out on the ground at 3 pm, drunk, families fighting in the streets, children crying...it was just such a reminder that our little bubble we live in is so small. No matter WHO or what quantity comes to the church, there are millions that are not. and even so many that ARE members are inactive. Its truly heartbreaking but it gives me so much motivation to keep going. We all have to fight for our little circle that we can affect! And the talk about not being perfect right away, but a daily fight to carry the cross and become different, that was awesome too. its kind of the mission, because its hard not to see the big picture and to take one day at a time. but thats the only way to have success. Just be the BEST elder tengberg that i can be today and do what i can to improve. 

Anyway, we are planning here a couple activities! I was trying to figure out why the ward has seemed bored lately and its because we haven't done an activity in 3 weeks. hahaha thats how common these things have become. But we are going to do a Minute-To-Win-It night here in a couple weeks and then a  halloween party. So mom or shardae if you have ideas for halloween games or things to do let me know! All i really remember from halloween is taking out all the Junior Mints and sweet tarts for dad....is there more to it? Haha love you dad.

Anyway, i don't have too much else to talk about. We are working with 3 people right now,
Andres - A 40 year old man who has had a REALLY hard life. lives basically in a shack. he is trying to give up smoking right now and is struggling but we are working hard with him. its crazy because at first i thought "the church needs people who are ready and ready to work" but that is so contrary. Every person is needed in Gods church and every person has a place. They may not be the Marcelo´s who bring entire TRAINS to the church, but god loves him just as much if not more than he loves me. And more than anything, HE needs the church. So we are working really hard with him. We gave him a white shirt and tie last week and we are trying to get him to wear it but he is a bit stubborn haha. Also he hunts all the time and gave us smoked rabbit. cool huh? you like rabbit right dad?

Alexis - a 16 year old boy, reference from a joven from the ward. An awesome kid, so strong in his faith. We are working with him for an end of the month baptism. he has had a tough life, his step dad died 2 weeks ago in a car crash and his mom almost died as well. He is obviously receptive to the gospel but its been a longer desire than just now. he is a great kid with great faith. Hopefully you hear more about him soon!

Monica, Heriberto y Mauricio - Una familia de 3 who we are working with! She has gone to church 3 times and is so faithful. She came from a really hard background too...she was actually really smart and then had an accident and it completely screwed up her mind. LIke she is fine now but she still thinks a little slower and is just completely innocent. its adorable because she ALWAYS has food for us when we come and always has little lemon pies. heck i LOVE lemon pie so I'm there. And her husband has wanted nothing but he is starting to come around. We finally just had a noche de hogar with the 13 year old son and he FINALLY is coming around. this has been a month process but the results are coming! We are also thinking end of the month for them too. Anyway, thats the crew right now :)
Love you all so much. You're amazing, so loving, and do way too much for me. We have interviews with Presidente Martinez tomorrow so ill probably know my cambio before next weeks letters. pray for me!

Con amor, 
Elder Tengberg


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